Recently, I was a little bit confused between the dream and real life. When I am dazed, I will constantly prick my finger with nails to make myself feel alive.
As I gaze at different objects and things, I will fantasize that they would explode. falling into depression and anxiety.

最近，我有點分不清楚夢境與真實的狀況。
每當模糊的時候，我會用指甲不斷拮食指頭，讓自己有存在的感覺。凝視著不同物件的時候，我都在幻想他 們會突然爆炸。